“Forget the former things - do not dwell on the past”
You can forgive YOURSELF- in fact you must!
This is a tough one for folks, myself included but man if God forgives you who are you not to do the same!
Ed McQuarrie talks the REAL History of Stocks and Bond performance.
https://www.morningstar.com/funds/most-stunning-fact-about-vanguards-etf-flows-2
This article shows people are pulling money out of mutual funds and putting it into index funds an example is VOO. Also Vanguard Primecap and Core fund opened the fund due to them both because of money being pulled out. INDEX ETF's way to go tax efficient and low expenses